An illusion

I find myself battling logic and the gray 

As I discover cryptic messages and moments that never fade 

But then again, 

maybe that’s what you wanted.

To give me an illusion 

until I know when to stay 

So tell me this: was I right to think I lost you?

Or do you intend to bring back your version of fate? 

Either way, I hope you know 

that I have forever changed