Adirondack Chairs and the Outside

Adirondack chairs and the outside

Seeing you standing by me 

right by my side 

This is what I wanted? 

Right? 

Then why am I second-guessing myself 

listening to those voices that fill me with doubt 

making me question myself 

and the very ground I stand on 

Maybe they're right

Am I afraid to start?

Yet, in this cloud of doubt, I reflect on what's within

because it is brave to love the way I love

Since not many people can give it their all

and rebuild after the crumble that took it all 

But what they don't realize is 

I'm barely hanging on 

thinking that this is it, this is where it ends

but my heart 

my stubborn heart

is bent on proving me wrong