Lens of Cafe

Through the lens of cafe 

I ponder life and its 

most challenging days 

wondering why I am 

the way I am 

a girl who can never seem to learn 

who takes things hot 

fighting the urge to cool 

I suppose it’s good to feel 

going back and forth 

trying to heal 

but some days,

the weight of it all

just ends in tears

and I look to the sky,

begging in pain 

What am I doing here?